5/16/2018 0 Comments 1am thoughtsI know you. You're confused. You don't really wanna shut people out of your life, you're just scared.
Attachment frightens you off that much. The idea of being effortlessly vulnerable around someone. The thought of being completely head over heels with someone, it bothers you. The possibility of being too happy you might want to forget everything real and bad. You have gone so completely fine without having anyone, so why does this person makes you feel like home? Why does this person makes you feel so giddy about having to walk on the sidewalk at 1am. Why does this person makes you so excited about getting off work on a Wednesday night. How could a mere thought of someone instantly lights up a smile as sweet as yours? Why'd you wanna hum an old love song right in the middle of a busy workday? Look at you. You are so caught up with the way this person speaks to your soul like no one ever has. I get it. You're falling too fast. Even faster than the speed of light, it hits you right at the center of your chest. It feels good, you know. But it also hurts. You're not used to this. You wouldn't know what to do. So, you brush it off. You ignore this rare but genuine connection because you're scared you might want it so badly after all. That maybe, if you'd start to accept it, there's no letting go. That if you'd go for it now, you'd go all the way. It's scary, and you are certainly not ready. #1amThoughts
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